here i go again

once more, dear world, i will be going to manila to try my luck at a job opening. at 1pm tomorrow i will be on the 10th floor of the gma network building most probably taking an evaluation exam. by 3 or 4pm, id either be jumping out of joy or sulking out of shame, depending on the outcome of the said exam and anything that will follow it.

as always, everyone's happy for me. i still wish that my maiden could come with me, despite her other agenda. i believe shes my lucky charm. but no on can be happier than my parents. glad to have me out of the house. the thing is, because these are my parents, they cant just be happy. they have to give me my "baon", which unfortunately isnt just the money. my dad had the mic to himself this time, basically going over the same things before, while eating noodles. i never do get tired of hearing those sermons. it is my fault anyways but not entirely. and that's what i hate. putting the whole blame on me when we all have our share of shortcomings to each other. yay.

okay... so, wish me luck. pray a lot of prayers. keep your fingers crossed and all that. i need this one. real bad.