carpe diem

peter parker couldnt have said it better: punch me, i bleed.

anyways, in bowling for columbine, michael moore goes to canada to see how come canada seems safe and peaceful, while neighbor city detroit suffers from crimes. the people dont even lock their houses there... now why am i saying this? because if worse comes to worst, i might just be in an airplane headed for canada soon. my mom and aunts want me there (since i bum around here) and my aunts there have offered their home. all i need is to have my passport renewed.

this country sucks most of the time, but goddamit, i dont wanna go. i dont wanna leave my maiden. at night i cry in my bed imagining what it would be like when im gone...

it's more possible than not, but im still hoping that id get to stay here instead. but just in case, im loving my maiden the way i should, enjoying every moment i spend with her. it would be so so hard to say that g word...