one regret

one day in 1998, i went home from manila falling into pieces. i had fucked up my education, wasted loads of money, and lost my girlfriend. i locked myself up in my room that night and with knife in hand, decided to commit suicide. obviously, i didnt do it, i merely slashed my forearm just to harm myself.

now, i wish i had done it. damn, i really wish i had.

worst case scenario: i fail to pay, i go to jail, nobody visits me. better off dead...