one day at a time

i spent the weekend in tagaytay with my clan. quite a refreshing break from my boring homeboy life. it was two days of laughs and smiles with my family, and my cousins and their parents. but the thing i enjoyed most of all was the cool weather. the coldness made me high and not once did i wear a jacket.

my 1 year-old cousin named princess was so cute and so... baby-ish. i played father to her lots of times, pretending that she was one of my future babies: iaji, yla, or ean.

right now, i dont feel well and i wont be surprised if i wake up dead tomorrow morning. but i do have to be alive and go to manila and take care of business or something. the maiden's coming along, she has her own affairs to take care of. after that, we shall let pass the remainder of the day together the way lovers do, before she returns home, leaving me to stay there and be alone again. darn. it sucks to be me, especially when me's not with her.

gotta go. gotta wake up early tomorrow and experience what the first day of the rest of my life has in store for me. that is, if i wake up.

sheesh. i hope im not broke when christmas comes along...