my shadow and me.

last night i couldnt sleep. i couldnt get her out of my mind. i was so sad, so lonely, and i felt like she was watching me, taunting me, laughing at me with her hand inside my chest squeezing my heart like a stress relief ball.

now, i feel much much worse. she still doesnt wanna talk. friends try to ease my anguish but fail. i am on the verge of giving up. somebody help me find a reason to smile.

someone quoted a line from a song: "my shadow is the only thing that walks beside me. " right.