instant lomi

yep. instant lomi. when i saw an ad for it on tv, i knew i had to buy one (with my appetite, one can never be enough so maiden bought four for me). i just love lomi. not my favorite food but it's the kind that you really don't crave for all the time and yet when you finish a bowl of it, you'd say it's the best thing you've ever eaten. im pretty sure not many people share the same feeling, maiden, for one, abhors it for its... um, viscousness. anyways, what im really waiting for to be invented is cola powder that you'll simply mix into a glass of water and presto modesto! instant pepsi!

speaking of pepsi, watched the 77th oscars about an hour ago and im not that happy with it. chris rock was funny, but it kinda didnt work because he couldnt release his usual vulgar jokes. only two awards satisfied me: charlie kaufman winning best screenplay for eternal sunshine and the spotless mind (a thousand bravos, man!) and jamie foxx winning best actor (actually, anyone but leonardo dicrapio. please.) but i still had hoped, even with the paper thin chances, that johnny depp would win. him, and catalina moreno, who was full of grace and more.

stupid, but i sorta daydreamed myself goin up that stage, takin the golden dude, and doin my speech. id probably have tears in my eyes, a smile in my mouth, and maiden by my side.

dreaming is free.

red hat

a new addition to the many things i hate: when the time spent waiting is longer than the time spent with the one you waited for.

im currently suffering from inner self turmoil that is better left undiscussed. it is severely affecting just about every aspect of my existence, especially my lovelife, and more than anyone else, i wish it would end soon.

a wish

i wish that i wake up to this every morning for the rest of my life...

here i go again

once more, dear world, i will be going to manila to try my luck at a job opening. at 1pm tomorrow i will be on the 10th floor of the gma network building most probably taking an evaluation exam. by 3 or 4pm, id either be jumping out of joy or sulking out of shame, depending on the outcome of the said exam and anything that will follow it.

as always, everyone's happy for me. i still wish that my maiden could come with me, despite her other agenda. i believe shes my lucky charm. but no on can be happier than my parents. glad to have me out of the house. the thing is, because these are my parents, they cant just be happy. they have to give me my "baon", which unfortunately isnt just the money. my dad had the mic to himself this time, basically going over the same things before, while eating noodles. i never do get tired of hearing those sermons. it is my fault anyways but not entirely. and that's what i hate. putting the whole blame on me when we all have our share of shortcomings to each other. yay.

okay... so, wish me luck. pray a lot of prayers. keep your fingers crossed and all that. i need this one. real bad.

flat broke

it's valentine's day and ive no money. oh well... at least i have my maiden and that's all i ever need!

3 poems

was supposed to post these yesterday but installing sp2 took the time. am not much of a poet really but these things just jump into my head (mostly when im in the bathroom) and keep bumpin around inside until i let them out so.

superglue

After all that's been said and done,
i ask of you just one thing:
Promise me
that you'll remind me
to forget you someday.

White Perfect

i thought
that one day
we would finally stand
hand in hand
listening
to the band
and everyone
in front of us
could see
my teeth.

my 2" bliss

the second thing
i will never forget about you
is the aftertaste of your lips

bouncing back

been a while since my last one. just a quickie to let know that im still alive and able to type. watched "a very long engagement", typical great french film. news: the amazing race 8 will have a new twist: there will be lesser teams but each team will have four members, with 12 being the youngest member age. cant wait to see how this one pans out.

tomorrow, my "new" poems that my poetry idol said were good. awww...

bed

i want a bed like this:

http://funfurde.blogspot.com/2005/02/ruf-cinema-bed.html

oh yeah.

maybe never

when will what i have to say matter? when will my feelings matter? when will i matter...?